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We Can Stop Apologizing Now

We Can Stop Apologizing Now

I sat down to read a magazine this morning. Not an earth-shattering confession, I know, but an unusual occurrence around here. (And just one more way I’m pursuing playfully alive today — my 2019 word of the year.)

As I flip through the pages of Real Simple (May 2019), I make it as far as pg 10, “The Editor’s Note,” where Leslie confesses she is a recovering chronic apologizer. Which is why she loves this issue’s essay feature: “Women on what they no longer apologize for.”

Color me intrigued! I flip to page 126 and read all seven articles, right in a row. Short and sweet confessions of women no longer apologizing for things like loving cats or hitting the snooze button or being vulnerable.

And it gets me thinking . . . Leslie (and these 7 honest women) aren’t the only ones who have vowed to stop apologizing. I’ve been a chronic apologizer for much of my life too. Many of us are. Maybe you’d have to raise your hand too!

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when the majority is NOT always right

when the majority is NOT always right

Do you remember the story of the 12 Canaan spies? I’ve fallen in love with that story again as I’ve studied it for a couple weeks now.

Know what I’m most intrigued by? The fact that 12 guys could go for 40 days seeing the same dirt, grass, & hills; enduring the same weather; eating the same scrumptious fruit; wandering the same walled cities – and come back with 2 completely different stories!

When the spies report to Moses, they all agree that Canaan is a huge, fertile land flowing with milk and honey, rife with strong, fortified cities, and full of giants. Their conclusions are vastly different, though.

  1. Minority of 2 say with confidence, “Let’s occupy it today. We are well able to overcome it!”
  2. Majority of 10 conclude – “The land will eat us up. ALL the people are giants. We looked like grasshoppers beside them – and they thought so too!”

Grasshopper WHAT?!

That grasshopper line stumped me when I read it in Numbers. Where in the world did that come from? And I was even more baffled after I went outside to water my flowers and God had gifted me with a grasshopper of my very own in my flowerbed. The little guy just posed there patiently for his photo shoot while I dashed around finding my phone and trying to get the lens to focus on him instead of the rocks.

my grasshopper(I must say I’m pretty proud of the hand shots. That’s some hefty “not gross and creepy” mental affirmation I’m sporting while he crawls with his little, feathery feet. Eesh!)

See how small the little guy looks on my hand? That insect is what the 10 spies said they felt like next to the Canaanites:

“We seemed to ourselves like grasshoppers, and so we seemed to them.”

What?!? Okay, I’m no mathematician, and I’ve never been very good at mentally measuring distance or height – but think about this with me. Even if the Canaanites were 12’ tall (and it’s more historically likely they were just pushing 9’), that grasshopper ratio is still waaaay off! Right? I mean, seriously!

The Cure for Grasshopperitis (a.k.a. fear)

But isn’t that how our minds work when we let fear tell our story for us? Like the man whose fish gets bigger and bigger with each retelling, the height of the obstacle grows and grows and the width of our power to overcome shrinks and shrinks the longer we listen to fear.

So, when I think about my own fears that grow into mind giants some days, what I wonder is – what’s the antidote to grasshopperitis?

EASY! The same fix the 2 spies used – truth from God.

When God told Moses to send the 12 spies, He said, “Send men to spy out the land of Canaan, which I am giving to the people of Israel.”

  • Not “Send them out so they can see if they’re brave enough to fight those scary guys.”
  • Not “Send ‘em on ahead to get the lay of the land and figure out the best way to outwit the giants.”
  • Not even “Go see if ya’ll feel like messing with this conquer-the-land thing ‘cuz it’s gonna be H.A.R.D.”

Just a simple, “I’m giving the land to you.”

Let’s pretend for a minute that those 10 spies WERE spatially correct and DID appear as grasshoppers next to the Canaanites — small enough to fit in the palm of a single, beefy hand.

Even that size wouldn’t have mattered because the Israelites had something those big guys didn’t – God and a big, fat promise on their side!

And so do we.

If God is for us, who can stand against us? -Romans 8:31 (ESV)

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the only place vulnerability thrives

the only place vulnerability thrives

How can you tell if someone’s a safe place? I mean, how can you really know if a person will tromp on your heart or hold it carefully with open hands?

To be honest I’ve never really liked the word vulnerable. It smacks of “Bare your soul, (but I’ll most likely judge you at some point and probably won’t be as honest with you as I demand you be with me).”

I know that shows a bit of my learned distrust. We could probably swap some jaw-dropping stories, you and I. Isn’t it funny how sometimes the ones who demand vulnerability the loudest are the least safe places to share? Hmm? Oh, you’re so right — “funny” isn’t the best word for it.

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what if god is okay with you today

what if god is okay with you today

What if God’s okay with who you are today?

No, really. I mean what if He’s absolutely, 100% okay with you right this second, believer?

What if He’s not sitting up there tsk, tsk-ing and shaking His head, muttering “Sure wish she’d get this lesson so we could move on”?

What if instead He’s gazing down on you in love, saying to His nearest archangel, “Hey, did you see that kiddo of mine down there? Boy, do I love her! She’s fabulous. And look at her with my Son in her – she can do ANYTHING. I can’t help smiling this wide when I think about her.” Continue reading →

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calling wishful water walkers

calling wishful water walkers

I’ve long been fascinated by the life of George Mueller. You know, the prayer warrior who never asked a soul for a dime but prayed to God to meet even daily needs like food. And God did.

If you know anything of his story, you’ve probably been tempted to stand in awe of Mueller like I have. To envy the way he saw God work. To think he must’ve discovered a secret path to God’s ear. To wonder if he was endowed with a grand faith, larger than the type most of us carry.  He was so greatly used of God, after all, through mission work, Bible teaching, tract publishing, and of course, the multiple orphan houses he founded.

 But, in his writings Mueller emphasized over and over that he didn’t want to be considered “extraordinary.” Continue reading →

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